Invisible Girl

3:29 PM at 3:29 PM

I recently enjoyed an awesome trip to San Francisco for a few days with my friend Nadya. We were quite proud of ourselves because we parked our car the first day there and didn't move it for two days! We just used public transit and walked. It was quite a relaxing trip. One night we were walking around Haight/Ashbury area and found this awesome middle eastern bar. We spent three hours enjoying beer, hooka, awesome food and each others company.



I also saw one of the most beautiful interactions between two people and I haven't been able to get it out of my head. So today, while thinking about it, I wrote a poem. I hope it encourages you all to really see people; and to love them.



"Invisible Girl"

She sits alone in the cold.
Searching for warmth with arms in fold.
Her weather beaten cardboard sign pleads for help.

Pained eyes search for human connection but find none.
It seems everyone has their own shit to get done,
Because she sits invisible to all.

Her life fell apart
when ripped was her heart
at the loss of her child.

Invisible girl alone in the world,
Who will love you?

Invisible girl all dirty in rags,
Who will care?

Invisible girl slowly dying inside,
But who has the eyes to see you?

Along walks a mother,
Arms burdened with bags and other
Christmas crap she'll never need.

Her young son trailing behind,
Makes a game of walking cement lines.
But stops in front of the invisible girl.

His eyes reach to hers speaking love silently
And his hand takes hers compassionately.
Perhaps she's not invisible after all.

"Merry Christmas" he utters,
and turns to catch his mother
while a smile creeps across the girls face.

Now memories of love and better times
Rather than cold and hunger can enter her mind
Because a child had the eyes to see, her humanity.

i love bjork

12:21 AM at 12:21 AM

Sorry i've been posting so many videos lately instead of actually writing a blog. But, I have another one. It's Bjorks music video for "human behavior". I love this for several reasons:

1) it's bjork, and she is incredible
2) Michel Gondry directed it and he is incredible. (he directed eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, science of sleep)

enjoy:

Sigur Ros - Heima

2:07 PM at 2:07 PM

HOW DID I MISS THIS!!!

dear all of my friends who went to see this movie,
i'm not sure we can be friends any more. You have reached a level in life that I cannot attain merely because your eyes beheld the beauty of Sigur Ros and Iceland while mine have not. The only way our friendship can be repaired, is if you find a way for me to experience this too. That is all.
love,
Jared



if you want a better quality of the trailer, go here:
http://www.heima.co.uk/video/

St. Nicholas Day!!!

11:02 PM at 11:02 PM

This was one of my favorite holidays to celebrate every time we went to Auntie Patricia's House. The French celebrate this holiday by leaving their shoes in another room over night. Then St. Nicholas knocks on your door and when you get up and go in the room with your shoes, there is candy and presents in them!!! (Assuming you were a good kid of course) Well, Denise and I put our shoes out and waited patiently. When we heard a *knock* we ran into the living room and found presents!!!!

Here is one of the stories of St. Nicholas to explain where gifts in shoes or stockings come from, and also why so many people get oranges too:

One story tells of a poor man with three daughters. In those days a young woman's father had to offer prospective husbands something of value—a dowry. The larger the dowry, the better the chance that a young woman would find a good husband. Without a dowry, a woman was unlikely to marry. This poor man's daughters, without dowries, were therefore destined to be sold into slavery. Mysteriously, on three different occasions, a bag of gold appeared in their home-providing the needed dowries. The bags of gold, tossed through an open window, are said to have landed in stockings or shoes left before the fire to dry. This led to the custom of children hanging stockings or putting out shoes, eagerly awaiting gifts from Saint Nicholas. Sometimes the story is told with gold balls instead of bags of gold. That is why three gold balls, sometimes represented as oranges, are one of the symbols for St. Nicholas. And so St. Nicholas is a gift-giver.




HAPPY ST. NICHOLAS DAY!!!!